The same ol' question - H

To teach or not to teach...I always seem to come back to this question. I like what I do, it's just a matter of wanting to do a lot of other things too, and also a matter of following this plan that I had set for myself. I think I'm headed for a major midlife crisis one day. I'll be banging my head against the wall asking myself why I didn't do this, that, and the other thing while I had the chance. I'll be furiously trying to regain my youth and following all of these hopes and dreams I always had but didn't have the guts, motivation, whatever you want to call it, to move ahead with it. I hope not, but I can imagine myself in this situation. There's just a lot in life that I'd like to experience. I'm always looking ahead...planning for the next thing or looking out for it. Maybe it just all comes back to not trying to plan so much, and just trying to relax and ask God what he has for me. That's really hard.