Wisdom teeth & summer break day 1- H

My wisdom teeth were extracted today. I didn't really feel the need to have them removed, honestly, although my dentist and the oral surgeon insisted that I should. They weren't giving me trouble. They were hardly impacted. I guess the primary concern was that there's a possibility that they could cause me trouble in the future b/c they weren't and were probably not going to be completely erupted but always partially covered by my gums. The thing is I have really good teeth genes. Seriously! I don't take great care of my teeth, but they're pretty resistant to cavities. I only have 2 fillings total, and never had one as a kid. So, I was having a lot of trouble trying to believe that this was really going to be better for me in the long run. I didn't really foresee any problems arising in the future, especially since I was now aware of the potential problems that could occur. Of course, how can you know? So, I went ahead and did it so that no one could say, "I told you so," 40 years later. In the end I guess I traded in possible future pain for present pain to save face. =)

My experience was not that bad by any means. I don't mean to be a cry-baby and whiner. Since my wisdom teeth were mostly exposed, it was really a minor procedure for me. I would say that the doctor was in my mouth for about 15-20 minutes if that. Shooting me up with Novocaine probably took longer, and that was the most uncomfortable part. My teeth came out whole, and I even brought them home with me. It's kind of cool! I just don't like the fact that I was fine this morning (pre-surgery) and am suffering a bit of pain afterward for a possible pay off. We're not even sure if this was necessary. That's what kills me. The worst part is that I bought a whole bunch of yummies to make and eat this week, and I probably won't be able to enjoy most of it.

Anyway, today marks the first work-free day. E worked from home to take care of me and keep me company in my misery. I bought a set of film developing chemicals. I guess I'm going to start developing film at home. It's silly, but I already feel like the summer is slipping through my fingers.

Revelation about photography: It takes work to get better. It takes work to even just get out and get photographing. It takes a lot of work to be a good artist. Once in a while inspiration may hit you...if you're lucky. As one who often finds herself crippled without inspiration, these are good lessons to remember.